July 07, 2026

We are not converted only once in our lives but many times, and this endless series of large and small conversions, inner revolutions, leads to our transformation in Christ.

Merton wrote this reflecting on his own long, uneven journey from restless, directionless young man to monk — a journey that included false starts, intellectual wandering, and years of genuine spiritual confusion. He was not describing a single dramatic moment of change but the grinding, repetitive work of returning to what matters after you have drifted away from it. It speaks directly to patience because it reframes failure and backsliding not as proof that nothing is working but as the actual mechanism of growth. For anyone who feels like they keep starting over, Merton is saying that starting over is the practice.